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30 December 2020 @ 08:00 pm

All You Have to Do, is Be Unafraid.


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Current obsession.
With Eyes Wide Open - Amnesiac Cas post leviathan
Shut Against the Darkness - Parallel to Eyes Wide Open, darker
If You Want to Live - Android AU
The Calling - Guardian-angel fic
DEANCASBIGBANG - Didn't finish it in time, but am still working on it (coughthemcough)
When Push Comes to Shove - Episode 6x22 codas and then post-Godstiel
French Mistake Vessel Verse - Misha!Castiel after 6x22
The X-Over - mass crossover fic beginning with RED, DOOM, and SPN and including 10+ fandoms

On hiatus until muse returns.
To Inherit the Sky - What happens to a Dragonlord without a Dragon? Merlin's magic tries to rectify the imbalance with the path of least resistance: by working on Merlin himself. A Dragon-Transformed!Merlin fic. A/M
Rec List - 5/411 coded: in progress, alphabetized by title: tba, alphabetized by author: tba, categorized by setting: tba, length: tba, pairing: tba, rating: tba

Most on hiatus until muse returns.
The Ground Beneath My Feet - tentatively named, as the title of the .doc is sick, stressed, and sadistic... *cough* I wasn't feeling too hot when I started it (104 fever actually). This one is an AU with Pre-Surakian Vulcans who didn't join the Federation. K/S
Compulsion - the mind meld gave me feelings/pon farr fic, planning on making it very d/s oriented. K/P!S
Reach Out - started out as a continuation to First Fall (same style with the avoidance of POV's name and all) but kinda started turning into just a character study. K
Red Pollen Rain - P!S asks Kirk to take care of a plant that has a strange effect on Vulcans... K/S
Star Crossed - the novel Hawksong, Star Trek flavored. With Spock as Danica and Kirk as Zane. K/S
The Guardian at the Edge of Forever - took the beginning of The City at the Edge of Forever and ran with it, reboot style. subtle K/S
Unconditional - Kirk as a Were-Sehlat. Yes. K/S

On hiatus until muse returns.
Feathers and Fur - Dan gets owl-i-fied, ie wingfic. NOII/R

On hiatus until muse returns.
Pagliacci - dark, gritty, angry Griff fic. D/G
On the Other Side - David is a Paladin. D/G

On hiatus until muse returns.
Awsiteng - fix it fic. N/T

There are about 7 or 8 pages in my notebooks filled with fic ideas as well, but I doubt anything will come from those so *headesk*

The comms response to ontd_startrek's mirror week when the Terran Empire took over was amazingly lulzy. There were a lot of zq pics incidentally.

Also, as a response to trolls, there was this:
Quote soonest_mended
    I'm just trying to figure out how someone makes the decision to attack an ontd comm? I mean, the entire point of these things is to enhance drama and fuckery. If you hacked ontd_st and posted pictures of your naked ass with "GQMFs" sharpied on it, that would be hilarious. There would be macros. Somebody would write fic.

    If you were to spam the living shit out of the comment threads, well, that's a goddamn party post. People will respond with pictures of Olympic skaters and manatees headbutting aquarium glass.

    If you DDoSed us, there would be sniffles, and then we'd go have a party on pippie_poppins's LJ and get drunk.

    Now, if you were to delete everything, that would suck, so it's too bad you WARNED US so we could BACK UP EVERYTHING. Whoops.

    Trolling ontd_startrek is like pissing in an ocean of piss. And jizz. And sparkles. You best hope you don't get splashed.

I love you guys, seriously. LOVE.

両性的 (りょうせいてき)
12 July 2012 @ 11:53 am
Oh gosh. It's sure been awhile, and my paid has run out as well, yikes! Where'd all my icons go? What are all these ads? aaaaah

I haven't been getting almost ANY writing done since I'm taking two summer classes and they're wuppin my butt. I've got a few thousand words on a Thor/Avengers prompt because I've woken up at 3am a few times and rambled into twitter about it. So there's that at least.

I think I've missed the dcbb check-in too... um. Oops?

Ah well, no time! I haven't touched a video game in months either... I'm on Tumblr now though, so that's a thing, I guess.

Time to go see how much of Moby Dick I can read in one sitting.
Mood: tiredtired
両性的 (りょうせいてき)
24 March 2012 @ 01:09 am
Title: Left Behind
Author: ryouseiteki
Rating: NC-17
Word count: Approx 1.2k
Characters/Pairing: Dean/Castiel, [Spoiler Pairing]Lucifer/Castiel
Warnings/Spoilers: 7.17 MAJOR SPOILERS. Angst, non/dub-con, barebacking, anal-play, pain-play, power-play
Summary/Prompt: [Spoilery Summary]Dean and Sam leave Castiel behind at the hospital with no one but Meg and his own mind for company...

A/N: I am a mess of feels right now. Don't know where this came from but I needed to practice my porny skills a little anyway. You know. For science. Or something.

Castiel stared resolutely at the wallCollapse )
Mood: crazycrazy
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06 March 2012 @ 05:23 pm
Title: Collared (This is How You Repay Me?)
Author: ryouseiteki
Rating: PG-13
Word count: Approx 2.3k
Characters/Pairing: Unrequited Castiel/Dean, Bobby, Sam
Warnings/Spoilers: Angst, non-con bonding, slight dom/sub undertones
Summary/Prompt: Godstiel tries to fix the world, Dean and co decide they need to stop him.

A/N: I found out I might have to drop a class, and in a fit of depression churned this out. Anyway, back to Midterm studying with me...

They had tried everything, even demanded Death put a stop to the wayward soul-powered angel, but nothing seemed to be able to touch him. Nothing, that is, except for his obvious soft spot for Dean...Collapse )
Mood: depresseddepressed
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02 March 2012 @ 12:39 am
Got some writing that I want to upload at some point but right now my time is taken up by MIDTERMS AAAAAAAH NO ESCAPE EXITS BLOCKED EVERYONE PANIC.

Been mostly working on the guardian, clipped, eyes wide open, massive crossover, and a porny rewrite of the medieval au - all names subject to change really. I haven't even changed the word count meters so I don't know how much I've gotten done since my last post. Will hopefully get around to it after I've finished the exams and essays that will allow me to not fail out of being a senior in college. *thumbs up*

Oh, also; spring break is coming up. I'm going to be visiting a friend I haven't seen in over a year and then gorging myself on free food, alcohol, and music at SxSW. No idea if I'll have much time to write, but one can hope yeah?

And just because I want to bitch - BLACKSMITHING. IT SUCKS TO POWERLVL. WHY? I mean, a single pass in winterspring in a half hour netted me over a hundred thorium but to get the same amount of fel iron or adamantite it's 3 passes of any outlands area in like 2 hours flkjhapwe HATE

Though my little pally is only lvl 60 and almost capped (till 65) so why I've started getting cobalt lined up for him I don't really know. *head scratch*
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Mood: distresseddistressed
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14 February 2012 @ 05:31 pm
Title: Waiting
Author: ryouseiteki
Rating: PG
Word count: Approx 300
Characters/Pairing: Claire
Summary/Prompt: Write a story wherein your character confronts a "narrow" situation, object, person, or place.

they don’t understandCollapse )

Title: Can't Let Go
Author: ryouseiteki
Rating: PG
Word count: Approx 750
Characters/Pairing: Dean/Castiel
Summary/Prompt: Touch/Texture

It deserves to be folded reverently, like an American flag at a veteran’s funeral, but Dean finds himself twisting it between his stubbornly clenched fists instead.Collapse )

Title: Respect
Author: ryouseiteki
Rating: PG
Word count: Approx 460
Characters/Pairing: Dean/Castiel
Summary/Prompt: Respect? Respect this...

Sharp, blue eyes had him swallowing and taking a step back before the bully caught himself; it was just a kid, what was the worst he could doCollapse )

Mood: pissed offpissed off
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12 February 2012 @ 11:18 pm
Title: When Push Comes to Shove (A Few Changes)
Author: ryouseiteki
Rating: PG-13
Word count: Approx 2k
Characters/Pairing: Castiel, Dean, Bobby, Sam, angels: randoms, Zaraquiel, Drael (one-sided Castiel/Dean)
Warnings/Spoilers: N/A this chapter
Summary/Prompt: Castiel sets up shop in Heaven's main citadel, and the Hunters worry about the mass of vesseled angels flocking to Bobby's scrapyard.

A/N: Sorry this took so long, I had to try to rewrite it after I lost my notebook with all of my notes. Flying by the seat of my pants now!

All of it for You | Corrupts Absolutely | What it's like | Severe Punishment | Instinct | A Few Changes

his arms twitched at his sides, hands curling into half fists, claws scratching restlessly at his palms. He wished he had a physical manifestation of this bond, like Dean’s handprint. He wanted to tear at itCollapse )
Mood: stressedstressed
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03 February 2012 @ 10:50 am
Title: If You Want to Live 1/?
Author: ryouseiteki
Rating: PG-13
Word count: Approx 3.3k
Characters/Pairing: Dean, Sam, Castiel, Uriel, mentions of Zach, Anna, Meg, Alistair, and random angels/demons/hellhounds
Warnings/Spoilers: Sci-fi, brief violence and gore, tiny bit of platonic nudity
Summary/Prompt: When Sam and Dean are ambushed and Dean captured by a bunch of demons, the angel Castiel is sent on an infiltration mission to retrieve him.

A/N: In this universe, supernatural stuff is technological. Angels and demons are androids, most of which have 1337-type names until a human makes their name pronounceable for simplicity-sake.

The hunt that led them to an abandoned laboratory was a trap; stupid, rookie mistake.Collapse )
Mood: deviousdevious
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03 February 2012 @ 12:58 am
More stuff for my class!

Title: To Be Chosen
Author: ryouseiteki
Rating: PG-13
Word count: Approx 430
Characters/Pairing: Dean/Castiel
Summary/Prompt: Three random words, write for 15 minutes: Snow, Tithe, Gathered

If what everyone said was to be believed, he’d be chosen by a spirit and jump the fire with them. Then he would join with it, and ensure that his bloodline would continue to receive protection. But he didn’t really believe in all that hoo-hah.Collapse )

Title: Thrice Called
Author: ryouseiteki
Rating: R
Word count: Approx 950
Characters/Pairing: Dean/Castiel
Summary/Prompt: Write for half an hour starting with: He knew he would never...

The spirit had looked deep inside of him, to the very marrow of who Dean was, and saw something within him worth wanting. No matter that he sometimes had sick and twisted desires, echoing his father’s madness, or bitter hatred towards things that were beyond his control. The spirit saw it all, and did not turn away.Collapse )

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Mood: giddygiddy
両性的 (りょうせいてき)
01 February 2012 @ 11:47 am
Here's a few exercises I did for my Creative Writing course. My professor is so nice, she's letting me fic for the class! ♥

Title: An Early Memory
Author: ryouseiteki
Rating: PG-13
Word count: Approx 650
Characters/Pairing: Dean, Castiel, vague mentions of Dean's family
Summary/Prompt: Prompt 2a: an early memory

His mother always told him that angels were watching over him. He’d stopped believing, after the fire.Collapse )

Title: I'm at a Loss
Author: ryouseiteki
Rating: PG-13
Word count: Approx 140
Characters/Pairing: Bobby, Dean, Sam, Castiel
Summary/Prompt: Prompt: begin with I’m at a loss and write for 10 minutes

I’ve no idea how this could have happened, boy. How do you get yourself into these situations?Collapse )

Title: I Remember
Author: ryouseiteki
Rating: PG-13
Word count: Approx 165
Characters/Pairing: Dean/Castiel, vague mention of Sam
Warnings/Spoilers: Some speculation about 7x17
Summary/Prompt: Prompt: fit a short story onto a 3x5inch postcard

They found him in a psych-ward a few months after discovering how to get rid of the leviathans.Collapse )

Mood: gratefulgrateful
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01 December 2011 @ 04:13 pm
Title: Wings of Red and Gold
Author: ryouseiteki
Rating: PG-13
Word count: Approx 1.1k
Characters/Pairing: vague Priest/Wife, Priest/Black Hat preslash
Warnings/Spoilers: AU: wing manifestation
Summary/Prompt: From pooka_07 at comment_fic here: Priest, Priest/Black Hat, AU; Priest has resented the church ever since he manifested wings and they took him from his wife and soon-to-be-born child. He ignores all of the younger acolytes, but one of them just won't leave him alone, even in the flight cages.

A/N: So, I was doing some reasearch for this monster of a fic outline I've been playing with (don't ask) and I ran into a priest fic that was actually pretty good. When I went looking for more there wasn't much and I was saddened. Found this prompt and was done for...


Anyway, I haven't slept in about 40 hours and I confused myself a little with the pronouns since, you know, after you join the order they pretty much make you flush your name. Sorry if there are any glaring mistakes or it gets confusing - this isn't beta'd. Let me know so I can fix it okay?

I don't remember where I got the names from at the end either, but for some reason they're my head canon. I think at least one is from the manhwa... or something.

I kind of wanted to take this further but, again, no sleep in 40 hours rofl. I'm going to NAP. Hope you enjoy the ficlet! *flops into bed*

Even though he has trained – been trained, more like, as if he is a dog in need of discipline when he’s long since been a man fully grown – he still feels dislike bordering on hate when he has to have a face-to-face with a superior. Collapse )
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Mood: surprisedsurprised
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03 October 2011 @ 11:11 am
Apparently my sleep-deprived self wanted to play with a SuperWho plot. This word document is titled 10 and Cas' Magical Adventures through Time and Space because I'm silly, but Idek. Spoilers for 7.01 and 7.02 for Supernatural. Spoilers for Doctor Who for like, many seasons ago so you're prob safe there. DERP.

Just as Castiel descends into grateful unconsciousness a pocket of space time folds gently around his body, the water warbling and distorting a distinct, repetitive sound – vworp, vworp, vworp.Collapse )
Mood: weirdweird
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26 September 2011 @ 12:29 am
I got bored so here are some SPN icons for 7x01. Spoilers obviously, though I got sleepy and bored before even getting past the church scene. May be more eventually, we'll see. No .gif ones, sorry. I lost my good program for it when my last laptop died and have yet to find a good, free replacement.

Edit a few hours later: I've added some more, up until the trailer now. Hopefully I'll have the episode done by Friday? XD

Sep 25 midnight
Sep 26 9am
Sep 27 6pm & 7pm
Sep 28 3am

Icons under the cutCollapse )
Mood: sleepysleepy
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25 September 2011 @ 11:51 am
So a good friend of mine turned 21 on Friday and had a party yesterday. I skipped out on it to go to Austin to watch Weird Al live in concert with my parents.

I think I should feel guilty, but I don't. Probably because it was a no-regular-clothes-allowed party where he wanted people to be wearing cardboard boxes and trash cans and shit, and he said I couldn't go naked. *pouts*

I'm a little sad that I didn't have time to hang out with my girlfriend while I was in town but there was a lot to do before we went to the concert while I was still at my parent's place.

I saw the Supernatural season premiere for the second time on my parent's 73" television. OMG. I thought it was amazing the first time but, wow. I've got it saved in HD on my laptop but it starts where Cas is in heaven punishing the other angels; also it's like 7gig rofl. Not sure if I'll keep it or try to convert it or what.

I want to work on that wing!kink thing but Spoiler for creepy mc derp faceCollapse )
Mood: curiouscurious